woot woot it's rainin'!

wow let me just start off by saying my day ended on a SUPERB note thanks to the rain. AHHH gotta love it. but today has been very socially fulfilling. i enjoyed a nice breakfast at eggs n things with alyssa, sarah, and laura. we stared at the cutest of couples until they realized we were talking about them. oh well. they were adorb. i had work as usual, then i enjoyed a nice peppermint twist mocha from starbies with my old friend meganb! it was awesome because we haven't really hung out in a while, and it was just so nice to sit down and catch up and discuss life. ANYWAY aside from the two fun little social events today, i've realized that my lifestyle right now almost makes me feel as if i'm a prisoner. i have not really left southern california for over a year now, and i'm having extreme hardships and cravings for a bigger and better city life out of Thousand Oaks, CA. it's not that i don't appreciate this city, i just feel as if i've done all the growing i can possibly accomplish here and there is so much left to do, but i can't do much else being trapped here.

it feels as if i'm water flowing in a pipe for example. my whole life i've been continuing my flow casually and enjoyably, but all of a sudden there's a blockage in the pipe, and the water is frantic because it's meant to be pushed forward but now it's stopped in its tracks, leaving it to go absolutely berserk! and this is how i feel mentally right now. i feel as if my growth is stunted by the confines of my routine life in Suburbsville, population:DGAF! i really help my parents let me go alone on a road trip in two weeks to visit my friend up in Sonoma and possibly be able to visit San Fran as well. i feel a small escape would be great for my psyche.

ohhhhh well other than that i guess i'm just gonna hit the sack for now. i'm extremely tired and may meditate in half-lotus position. it looks as if Seal might be next on my playlist as well :D! goodnight all

Fear of geegees, snakes, or whatebber. it's all illegit

AYEEE i haven't blogged in soooo friggin' long but i must say, i've had probably one of the best weekends of my LIFEEEEE! first off, friday was intensely amazing. i went to blockbuster with a few friends and finally did what every nearly-18-year-old person wishes: got a blockbusta card. i then saw talladega nights for like the 23432423523520985723-7457-832475-843275-3275-32457432-57324-532745-32475-9832475-9832475-9832475-9832475 time and ate pizza in the most relaxin spa eva! SATURDAY WAS MA SURPRISE PARTY!!! thank you all who attended, it was honestly the only birthday party i've ever had in my honor, and i must admit i was quite overwhelmed with emotion. i love my chica amigos very very so. and SUNDAY involved the most intensely amazin' concert ebba!! it was Helm's Elite opening(who sucked), followed by Annuals who i mainly came for, THEYREEEEE SOOOOO GOOOOOD, and Minus the Bear were the headliners, whom i also love dearly. and today i'm just giggin' it at schoo with ma gurl Danikite. We just partook in an intense discussion about fear and how most are just illegitimate. i won't get into detail and break it down intensely, but if you take any fear and match it with statistics of the scenario you'll find out how stupid it is that you fear in general. and obvi the media is to blame for most of it. oh the well. otha than that me and the Daniffer are FIU in the Fountain Hall, FIU meaning Farting It Up. a good day to you and may Gigger Mcghee bless you in all your travels. excuse me while i eat my blog snack.

OBAMARAMA!!!

ahhhyeeeeeeeee i'm so flippin' relieved that obama won this election. for all you avid mccain supporters, please give the man a chance before labeling him as a socialist or better yet, terrorist. i know i know, what if i was in your shoes would i still give mccain a chance? and the answer is, yes i would. of course i would be bitter, extremely bitter, at first, but what we need to do is accept and move on, and judge our presidents work over the next 4 or 8 years in an UNBIASED! manner. trust me as much as i love the man that can easily be changed with a series of HORRIBLE policies. thats the beauty of politics, you'll never know what you're going to get!

but srsly, i've been waiting for WAY too long for this to be over. through being let down from the defeat of my girl hillary, i wasn't sure if i would remotely even support obama. heck i was so bitter i considered mccain for about a week!! YIPES! i kno i kno... but whatevaz.

as for the propositions, i only know its close between 8 and 4...and i'm accepting 8 being passed, which i am totally fine with. this separate but equal shpeal can only last for so long until the next gay marriage ban passed is overturned(it's happend a few times now). and as for prop 4, it's looking like a no which i'm happy with. it's a girl/woman's OWN RIGHT to have an abortion and parents' permission is just unnecessary and will ultimately lead many girls to the old fashioned coat hanger abortions in my opinion. just like teens and sex, if they're gonna do it let them do it safely!!


i'm done, and i kno this has been all about politikz but a major election just ended so it'll take me a while to get out of the political mindset i've been in for forever now!

halloween blog

halloween was soooooo good this year!! let me just mention that it's my most favoritest holiday of the year. i know i know, what about christmas? but growing up from muslim upbringing i unfortunately have parents who have no idea how xmas is even celebrated. for some reason they caught on with halloween, and i've been in love ever since! basically, i boned out of work ASAP to avoid handing candy to the greedy greedy children. afterwards was just a huge random yet memorable mess. i went to the costume shop and the only thing that appealed to me was a 'baby boomer' costume. i pretty much had no other choice so i purchased it and realized....my friend is gonna be Sarah Palin, and she just had a baby boy!! it was too perfect. the night included many awkward stares, my hairy legs, a giant safety pin, and eventually led up to the defining moment of my night: partying with 20+ year olds and thizzin on the dance flo. the age range of that party was anywhere from 16-60, and i'm not exaggerating because we met a sixty year old. and i made friends with two other babies!! they had really good cake at that place too. oh well, in all halloween was superb. next year, my costume MUST involve some Harry Pottaish theme. i was thinking maybe hippogriff, or maybe dress in hufflepuff robes? we'll see. for now hallowz eve 2008 was AMAZIN!!